A reminder to my dissapointment

Sometimes it doesn’t go as you hoped

Sometimes life has different plans in store

Sometimes what you think you want is not what is ultimately in alignment and so it is ripped from clinging hands

Let go with grace 

Let it be

Let whatever wants to bubble up release

The attachment only creates suffering 

The what ifs perpetuate the anguish 

The contemplation of compromise is a dishonoring of you

Trust that it’s bigger than this moment of confusion

Know that what is in alignment will come without question 

Relish in this moment of awareness 

Recognize that one day you’ll look back and thank yourself for not settling on “it’s fine” or “it’ll do”

You may not be able to see it now but one day you’ll look back in gratitude 

You’ll remember how important it was for your path

You’ll remember how enticed you were to settle but something deep within you screamed fuck that